Why did God make me so ugly?

I hate myself. I've been bullied since primary school I'm sick of it. I'm always depressed because I get bullied and to think that God can make me so ugly and let me suffer? It sounds so cruel! It's sound dreadful that he can make some people so GORGEOUS and then make people like me SO UGLY and then let them get bullied is so mean! I pray, and pray, and pray, and pray that in the morning, I'll wake up and be a beautiful girl, but God doesn't listen, because he doesn't care, he doesn't care that I'm suffering. I understand that '' Everyone is beautiful in Gods eyes'' but we're in this world right now and we only get one life, so why doesn't let God me enjoy it? I've never had a boyfriend and my parents say I'm not allowed to wear make-up, which makes everything worse!!! I wear glasses and I need braces! Please no nasty comments because It will make me cry even more :(